What’s been taking up brain space the past week:
- Growing tired of the same themes and mental run arounds. Just talking and writing myself in circles with no resolution or conclusion or movement.
- Are these “old tapes” that run in my head still valid and accurate? Or have they become so rehearsed that I just automatically assign the story without questioning its validity.
- Do I need a daily routine? For my drawing/creating, journaling and writing here for this site. Does that force it into the “should” category vs doing it for the right reasons?
- Feeling like life is just flying by and I’m just watching it all go past.
- Feeling blunted and flat
- Ralph Steadman. Which led me to use my grandfather’s dip pen, which always makes me smile and feel closer to him.
- The good energy from a group workout at work. Enjoyed the collective pushing ourselves together.